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Just fade away…

maryudi — Mon, 16 Jan 2006 22:13:03 +0000

Breaking Benjamin – Forget It

It’s a crime you let it happen to me
Nevermind, I’ll let it happen to you
Out of mind, forget it there’s nothing to lose
But my mind and all the things I wanted

Everytime I get it I throw it away
It’s a sign, I get it, I wanna stay
By the time I lose it I’m not afraid
I’m alive but I can Surely fake it

How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You’re the part of me that I don’t wanna see

Forget it

There’s a place I see you follow me
Just a taste of all that might come to be
I’m alone but holding breath you can breathe
To question every answer counted

Just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way

Forget it

Just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way

It’s a crime you let it happen to me
Out of mind, I love it, easy to please
Nevermind, forget it, just memories
On a page inside a spiral notebook

Just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way
I can live forever here

Forget it

How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You’re a part of me that I don’t wanna see

I can live forever here

I’m not that stupid little person…

maryudi — Sat, 07 Jan 2006 19:46:08 +0000

“I Will Survive”

At first I was afraid.
I was petrified.
I kept thinking I could never live
Without you by my side.
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you’d done me wrong.
I grew strong.
I learned how to get along.
And so you’re back from outer space.
I just walked in to find you here
Without that look upon your face.
I should have changed my fucking lock.
I would have made you leave your key
If I’d have known for just one second
You’d be back to bother me.

Oh now go.
Walk out the door.
Just turn around now.
You’re not welcome anymore.
Weren’t you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I’d crumble?
Did you think I’d lay down and die?
Oh not I.

I will survive.
As long as I know how to love
I know I’ll be alive.
I’ve got all my life to live.
I’ve got all my love to give.
I will survive.
I will survive.

It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart.
I’m trying hard to mend
The pieces of my broken heart.
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself.
I used to cry.
But now I hold my head up high.

And you’ll see me with somebody new.
I’m not that stupid little person
Still in love with you.
And so you thought you’d just drop by,
And you expect me to be free.
But now I’m saving all my lovin’
For someone who’s lovin’ me.

I will survive.
As long as I know how to love
I know I’ll be alive.
I’ve got all my life to live.
I’ve got all my love to give.
I will survive.
I will survive.

Semoga saja..

maryudi — Sat, 31 Dec 2005 19:17:31 +0000

Not so special with my new year’s eve… soalnya gw taun baruan di kantor, pas schedule gw masuk..temen2 ga ada yang mau diajak tuker jadwal lagi…haoeuahoeuahoe…biarlah, toh gw juga ga begitu ngerayain…

Tadinya mau ke rooftop gedung, bakar kembang api, tapi sepi di kantor, cuman ada Atonk sama Mas Seno, gagal dah. Fortunately, I was a little bit amused by the fireworks display outside, which can be seen from my my office building. Ada yang lucu, satpam di bawah lagi pada nyalain mercon juga, cuman mercon yang harusnya terbang ke atas, ini malah meledak di tanah…haoeuhaoeuah…akhirnya mereka bt sendiri trus pergi ngobrol…

As usual, apa yang selalu gw lakukan kalo lagi pas dapet shift malem, DotA !!!!!!!!…mungkin gw ga akan seterusnya gini2 terus, suatu saat mungkin gw akan cari tempat kerja baru, ato paling nggak pindah divisi…soalnya kalo gini2 terus, kapan majunya…

2006, Semoga hari ini lebih baik dari hari kemarin, dan hari esok lebih baik dari hari ini.

Tikung drun…

maryudi — Thu, 29 Dec 2005 01:50:18 +0000

Waktunya nikung…nikung…dah cukup…cukup…

ENOUGH !!!

[QOTY] Kapan ya..?

maryudi — Sun, 25 Dec 2005 22:31:31 +0000

Question of the year: Kapan putusnya ato kapan gwnya bisa dapet yang baru…

*sigh*